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This wiki has been made to celebrate the life 
of an amazing individual. 
This is for you Will... R.I.P



This is for you, Will... we will all miss you. You will forever be remembered and loved beyond belief. Wherever you are now, we all pray you are happy. As you should have been from the start. As you deserved from the start.

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Forever Young
by Renee 'nay' Kristen Kristen


Trapped in the glorious years
within the memory of belief, lost of all grief.
Take the reasons,
which once seemed so clear,
but never mind, you have nothing to fear.
For you my friend will be, forever young,
Forever in the heart of memories.


Lost in the glory of all time,
the wisdom was there within that smile,
You see you could have told us,
there within lies the mystery.


So shed a smile, and grin a tear,
For you my friend, will be,
Forever young, Forever young.
Forever in the heart of memory,
We see not through our misery.
Forever young, forever young.
There's a new angel tonight.


This is something Will wrote before he died, for all the people he left behind. I suggest you listen to him.


"Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die."




[Will Newman]



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Will sitting on the table at school before we left


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This is what Will called his 'retard smile'. It always made us laugh


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Will Newman, or Angel


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Will eating his cereal at the festival we went to. We snapped the shot before he could protest. He hated his hair up and only ever did it up when he was working or feeling lazy


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Will when he was around 15, nearly 16


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A picture Jimmy took of Will at his house when he was around 16


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Something from [It was just my imagination.] to Will


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A collage for Will


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98weSAB9x5c
This is a tribute video made by [Vaughne] for Will.



The friends of Will... our parting messages for you.



[The Hidden Flame] Will. You were without a doubt, the strongest, most caring, most amazing person I have ever met. You were my best friend, and without a shadow of a doubt the best one I will ever have. Ever.
I miss you so much... and I dont care what happens to me... Im gonna sort Kevin out once and for all now... he cant take anything else from me...
You were the most amazing, strong, amusing and loyal friend I could ever wish for... and I miss you every day you are no longer here.
I love you man, now and forever. RIP at last. <3

[Vaughne] You had the heart on an angel, the mind and soul of a man, the knowledge of one much higher than your years, and the bravery of a warrior. You saw and experienced more in your years than most would have to in a lifetime, and you remained strong throughout it all. You will be sorely missed, bu forever remembered and loved by all who knew you. RIP Angel, I'll love you always.

[kyraawr] angel was my bestfriend, my first love. i can't believe he's gone. i loved him so much, he was always there for me, and everyone else. our lives related in many ways. and babe, i will always always always love you and our peices may not fit anymore, but i'm keeping them forever. angel helped me believe in love, and he is the most amazing person in this entire world, despite what anyone may think or say. but i'm sure many of you agree entirely. i will miss you angel and i know i promised i wouldn't cry for you, but i have to cry, i just love you so much. so i guess, we'll always have our wiki that i'm pretty sure only we knew about. i just wish i would have met you, just once. talked to you in person, heard your voice. i wish i could just meet you even if only for a minute, a second even. i love you so much. [wow angel, it seems like it's been forever since i've talked to you but it's been a horrible 5 months without you :/. you know i talk to my friends here about you? even my boyfriend. i just miss you so much. i try not to cry. i know you don't want me to be sad. i try but it hurts. i love you angel.] hey angel, my life is turning around again! i can finally say i'm happy again. but i do miss you. very very very much. you told me to always keep my head up. i thank you angel because if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't be here right now. you saved me. whenever i'm sad i just think of your beautiful smile looking down on me, telling me to keep my chin up. you're a saint, and i love you. <3kyra

[Lonely Shadow]

I DO!!!!!


[cooter davenport.] hay will you were so great to me you neverupset me and never fliped you showed me that there are still good friendships out there and as i morn you on this day i wont forget about your sweetness and your pure heart tho you are gone to a better place we will never forget or rget your loss

[Demon in my View]
My father, my friend... Trust me. You are one person I will remember. You lived through everything and now you're finally at peace. I'll stay strong for you as you have for us. No more tears only happy that you aren't suffering anymore, and for that I'm glad; I know you can finally be at peace. Thank you for everything. Now I'll do the same for you. I'll love you forever daddy.


[Lex] Im sorry angel i dont have the ability to say anything yet. all i can say is i love you. and im still here waiting. you were the bestfriend i could ask for. you were there for me when i needed you... and i cant do this yet...Ok its been 24 hours since i found out.... and i think i have the courage to do this so here goes... I love you angel... like no other... you were always there to brighten my day... i remeber when we first met here and we hit it off so great. You always put a smile on my face no matter how i was feeling. You gave me a better perspective on everything... you made life seem so much better. You said before you left taht you werent scared... Whatever happens is what was destined for you.... I still feel as tho youre going to come back and be here again. that we will have conveersations for hours about stupid and meaningful things. My love... im sorry for the way i acted. i wasnt ready to let go. please forgive me. i know you didnt want me to be upset but my friend my love has left and its hard for me to understand that youre not coming back. One thing i know is You are always with me. In my heart and in my mind. We will see eachother again soon love. Let peace be with you. I love you so much and im glad i got to say it to you before you left this earth... Youre my hubby for life... haha... im not a "widow" we're still "married"...lol... god i miss you... You are definately an Angel...i feel like im talking to you directly i think i should stop now....=(...
These are lyrics to a song by Josh Groban called Smile... and he's right... Smile... =]
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
When there are clouds in the sky you'll get by
If you smile
And maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile


[Lithium.] Angel I will miss you like crazy...you were the greatest friend a person could ever have in life and I was privleged to know you...I know you will be watching over all of us...i love you be in peace my friend <3333

[;;Melodrama Junkie] [^_________________________________________________^]

[Lonely Shadow] -licks the sky and cries- I'll miss my licking station and my angel... uoy evol I

[Lyon Armonial the healer] angel was right, do not weep at his grave, because he will be with each and every one of us...even if we may not see him. do not mourn his passing, but celebrate knowing him, knowing how kind he was...*laughs* how much of a goofball he was. he was a great guy, and though we are going to miss him, remember him, we must cherish the time we had with him, or else that time becomes pointless. So, this is not in mourning of will's passage, but i say to the celebration of a great guy. may he be at peace, for he is loved.

[Asator Stormbringer]
From the day I met you we were great friends.., starting with "great music mate".., since than I couldn't think of life without you, and I can only hope that you thought the same about me.., but than I heard it..., through an accident I've heard what that person did to you..., damn my world was about to collapse.., and than there was that sunday morning..., oh men that morning was as if I had to spend the rest of my life in hell..., and I still sortof live there.., and I'd die just to get you back, you're the best guy in the world, no one's better than you are, and if you could only see what people write about you here..
Will..., you will be my example for the rest of my life.., and I still feel guilty... very guilty, I've waited for to long, I should've get on that bloody plane and visit you right away... but I wanted to wait till june..., and now that that month is getting near, it feels more painful than ever, and only the thought of you can make me forget that pain.
I love you bro...
And in valhalla we'll meet.

[Miss.PYRO™] Some people would think it strange to feel close to a person they only knew via the internet. But internet friend or not, we are all going to miss him. Call me crazy. But Ill miss the conversations we had, even if they were sometimes few and far between. Goodbye Angel. we'll never forget you.

[Sophia] I barely knew you, yet you're already in my heart. I wish there'd been more time to get to know you... but I guess that wasn't meant to be. May you live on in our hearts and memories for ever, sweet angel...

[The Incredible Bulk]You were my brother. At times your brought me back to life. You made me face what i had to, you stopped me hiding. Thankyou Will. For ever an Angel.NeverGonnaForgetYou.

[I be THE MAT!] Goddammit man, why did you have to go? you were ike the best person i ever met! you always cared for me, whenever i felt bad you were there to take the sorrows away. I will never forget you angel, and you will forever even in death remian alive.....in my heart.

[shinobi14] I thought that I could be strong for the both of us, you know? That if i hoped and hoped that you would get better after all the terrible stuff that's happened to you, it would come true. You were amazing. I can't even remember when we met, but it must have been quite a day. ~ We were supposed to meet, man. I was coming to see you in about two years, and I wanted you to be well. I guess we can't have everything we want. At least I had chance to get to know you well on here. =] You were there for me, I was there for you. That's how it worked. ~ I know i'll see you again, Will. And i'll still stay strong... for both of us. Rest in peace, dear friend. I'll miss you...

[Twisted Purgatory] I have to say... when you were pronounced dead, I felt like laughing. I was about to laugh in the doctor's face; "Yeah okay mate, pull the other one... it's got bells on!" I mean- you're Will! Living through impossible things is like your thing! You don't die, you always come back again. You don't go anywhere, you stay with us through the fatal things that enevitably target you.
But after a while, what the doctor was saying truely sank in. You were gone... and you weren't coming back; not this time.
When I finally heard what it was the doctor was saying to us, I became unaware of anything... it's like my eyes just went black, I felt dizzy and disorientated, I felt like I was gonna puke, yet I felt empty and emotionless all at the same time. Then, reality hit me square in the face... I became aware of everyone around me either crying or silent, as I was. I became aware that I was shaking more than I had ever shaken before. I was freezing cold, yet boiling hot with anger; why were you taken from us? Why?
Well 'why' is not a question that can be answered... but who took you was one I could answer.
So I will make it my mission in life to avenge you. To bring you justice. To make him live the pain of every second that he has brought upon all who knew you, and I will ensure that he is not forgiven.
R.I.P Will. I miss you. I love you.

[Cloud Natiion] Will...Angel...whatever you may call him, was one of the most charming, loveliest, funniest, livliest people you could ever know or meet. He had so much to live for, yet he couldnt because of some jackass. And because of that, we are all now cursed with having to live without him around. Will, my good friend, you will be dearly missed by everyone whose life you touched. I hope you're happy. I love you.

[Luna Armonial] A great friend yet a wise man, Will may no longer be here but I will carry on & live with what memories i have left in my heart..." Near or far no matter where you are your here to stay forever in the memories that made me smile " May you finally rest in peace.

[Stupid Angel] you're so wonderful and have always been there for me. so over protective and caring. when you told me this would happen i didn't want to believe you because all i wanted was for you to feel better and still be here for me. now i know that you are still here watching over me and all the rest of us and i know that you always will be. will i love you have since the day i started talking to you. the very truth would be you were my first love and i will never forget you. oh and to the message you sent to me....you didn't break my heart or cause me any pain all you ever did was help me be a better person and taught me things i know nobody else could because you felt the same way.

[gypsy_soul] i never did get to kick your ass and i never did want too... i never talked to you after that night and damn i sure wish i had... i never got the chance to know you but evertime i heard about something going on in your life i cried...i cried hard and i prayed for you...will i miss you and i didnt even know you... when i saw that you had died i cried so hard that my body started to violently shake and then i read your poem... i believe that you are watching each and every one of us and you are somewhere where you can be happy and finally pain free.. i love you and you dont even know it....
[Hold me under!] Will, I love you, you've always been here for me and you're one of the best things that has ever happend to me. Thank you so much for the last few years of our friendship and I now part elfpack && elftown, with the reassurance that you've gone. I will always love you and no one can take that away from me. --Amanda

[Smile Addiction] Will...my Angel...I don't know what to say...I love you...I remember how hard I cried when you sent me that message earlier this week...I couldn't believe it...You were right Will...you did always have that special way of knowing...I just hoped with every ounce of my being that you could be wrong...just this once...but it's okay...i reread all those oober deep conversations we used to have about our lives...now no one will ever be able to hurt you again...you're better off where ever you are now...and i know you're with me...i can feel it...i felt it when i whispered your name and cried after reading what Chris had written...and damnit Will...I was not too good for you. lol *giggles* I'm NOT too good for you...Never will be...*holds your hand, outstretching our arms and runs around in circles making airplane noises with you like we used to* Remember me Will...For I will always remember you...Your greatness has embedded itself upon my heart. With all my love....-Rachel <3

[Beetle Geuse]....ill miss ya spliff you were the coolest dude in elf pack and you were an awsome friend lol and im still here for ya dude just come haunt my house ill always have your back <3

[Supernova.] I'll miss you hardcore Will, Angel. Pssh, you'll prolly have fun haunting people while we're all stuck in life. As I told you the day you told me about your surgery, I remember the first time I spoke to you on bored, it was actually my first time on that infamous wiki. They pushed you down and ruined your leather jacket. It was that day you stuck some posters and a toothbrush in a little part of my heart, and forever you will stay there. Ironically, it was the bastards that took you from this crap we call a world that brought us together, and for that and only that, I must thank the low-life sons of bitches. Love you Angel ^_^

[Pinup_Princess] i know i did'nt know you very well but we had some good chats and some funny moments when i found out you were gone i did'nt know what to do it seemed that one day i was talking to you and the next you had gone. i hope you have found piece and i know you are watching over all of your friend's and family. Thank you for becomeing my friend and i'm glad we ever met rest in peace and you will always be in our hearts <3

[Necavi] Hmm. He died on the day of my birth. Does that make me selfish? Celebrating life while another meets death? I'm sorry, Angel. I never knew you, but I feel a kinship with you... As I am from Ireland, our clan is taught not to mourn the dead, but rather celebrate their new life within the arms of the Lord, one of eternal happiness. It is an embarrassment to the dead and a disgrace to the living to cry. So Angel, Will, whatever you may call yourself, enjoy your rebirth, however much it may hurt those who love you.

[Sir Riddle] I didn't know him personally, but his life touched that of a close friend. Hail the dead.

[tomorrow's tragedy] Angel, you were on of the best friends anyone could ever ask for, even though we never met in person, you were always able to help me feel better about my life even when i thought there was nothing good left. YOu will be missed, and you will always be in my heart....Rest in Peace

[~forgotten~]
Well, I know I never met you, but from what your friends say you seemed like you were a wonderful person, and you are dearly missed, May you rest in piece in the hands of the lord. God bless.

[Aʟɪsᴛᴇʀ]
A friend of [I be THE MAT!] is a friend of mine. I heard you were just an amazing and beautiful person to meet and wished I could have known you better as a friend. I hope someone up there takes good care of you, because you deserve it. Rest in peace Angel. <3

[{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]
I know im a little, well alot late at putting this up, but im not to great at doing things like this. Angel you were a great friend in the short time i knew you, and when you said something you always meant it and that meant a lot to me. Its very rare that you meet someone who's willing to open up to you amd listen to what you have to say... But you did and you helped me thru a very hard time in my life and i will always be grateful to you for that. I know things in life are not always easy, but you stuck in there and even tried to help others, you succeded for if u didnt help anyone else (altho i know you did) you helped me... People may say that its been long enough and that it shouldnt be so hard anymore, but thats just not the case for me, its still hard and no matter how hard i try not to tear up i cant stop it... going thru and reading again, what everybody wrote has yet again brought tears to my eyes... seeing how many people you've touched in your lifetime... having a friend like you is life changing... you've mad e a major indent in my life and that indent will always be there... Everybody's always told me that there's no way you can feel close to someone you've met on the computer, there's no way you can feel love for them when your not with them... id have to say they just havnt met the right person... angel they havnt met you... if they'd have met you they'd no longer say that... they would know the feeling... I miss and will continue to miss you Angel... all the chats we had... some funny and some serious... no matter what i will always love you and i will always miss you... You were very loved, and you always will be... It may have taken me a while to do this but i know that you understand why... you've still been here with me this whole time helping me get thru my life, the good parts and the bad... I'll never forget you Will... never... <3<3<3<3 Much love...

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2009-04-30 [Lonely Shadow]: It's okay just don't let it happen again peoples

2009-04-30 [Lonely Shadow]: goods

2009-04-30 [I be THE MAT!]: ^-^ Now party! Well for me anyways, I am off to see Alestorm, piratey bitches xD

2009-04-30 [Vaughne]: ShutitMat. xD

Sam's coming over tomorrowwwwww *spins*

2009-04-30 [Lonely Shadow]: -curls up under a tree root and sighs softly-

2009-05-01 [I be THE MAT!]: Im going to see my girlfreind tomorrow!

And yeah, Alestrom was pretty damn good >:]

2009-05-01 [Lonely Shadow]: lol yay for girl friends -.- wait I lack a friend de girl or boy

2009-05-02 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Ello!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-04 [The Incredible Bulk]: I saw my boyfriend, Almost all Last week, and the Week before <3
:].
After the Bieng Dumped.. ~.~. He's bieng really nice and Lovely.

2009-05-04 [I be THE MAT!]: *sniggers* Oh I know he is ;) xD

2009-05-04 [Lonely Shadow]: down Mat, down... that is Aly's play toy not yours :P

2009-05-04 [I be THE MAT!]: Hahaha, I know =P, I gots my own play toy xD

2009-05-05 [Asator Stormbringer]: Honoustly Mat, we don't need to know about that >.>

2009-05-05 [I be THE MAT!]: Well sorry xD But Imah happy man xD

2009-05-05 [Asator Stormbringer]: XD

2009-05-05 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Its great that ur happy ^_^

2009-05-05 [I be THE MAT!]: Yeah =] Its going well so far, even though we live quite a far away, from where I live to where she lives, its about 2 and a half hours journey

My house to station - 20 minutes
Station To Manchester - 45 - 50 minutes
Manchester Victoria Station - Picadilly Station - 15 minute walk
Manchester Picadilly - Stoke On Trent - 50 - 1 hour

Total cost of traveling = £20 - 25

Worth every penny <3

2009-05-05 [Vaughne]: You've got it easy Mat. 7 1/2 hour coach journey for Sam to get here. Plus it costs like £45 for a return.

2009-05-05 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Well damn... lol...

2009-05-05 [I be THE MAT!]: Yeah i know, but hell, I am proud of you two =]

2009-05-05 [I be THE MAT!]: Bry and Sam, they have the longest relation that is actually working that i have ever known =]

2009-05-05 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Ah... i had a long distance relationship last for over 3 years.... then i found out he had been cheating on me, and lying to me about MAJOR things the whole time :(

2009-05-05 [Vaughne]: That really sucks, I'm sorry to hear that :(

Me and Sam have managed a year and a half now :)

2009-05-05 [I be THE MAT!]: And still going! woop woop!

2009-05-05 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Well thats really good ^_^ and im happy for you!

2009-05-05 [Vaughne]: Thanks :) and yes indeed we are xD He just clings, couldn't get rid of him if I wanted to! xD

2009-05-05 [Lonely Shadow]: -pouts and nudges Bry slightly- I've got the worst travel time to see mine...

2009-05-05 [Vaughne]: I know -_-

2009-05-05 [Lonely Shadow]: -hugs tight and kisses your cheek- It's okay though, I'm waiting for the right time to take the trip

2009-05-05 [Vaughne]: As long as it's no time soon

2009-05-05 [Lonely Shadow]: No promises on that one, I do miss him a lot and it is kind of making me sick anymore so I don't know.

2009-05-05 [Vaughne]: *growl*

2009-05-05 [I be THE MAT!]: Nuuuuu!!! You cant! =[

2009-05-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: *Glares at Joshy*. No.

2009-05-06 [I be THE MAT!]: Your THE JOSHY!

You really think he will be happy to find out you went to go join him?

2009-05-06 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: I dont think he will be... he wouldnt want that for you...

2009-05-06 [Luna Armonial]: *muzzles grumbling tummy, looks around* I don't like the sound of that already.*feels my stomach turn & stands up walking off to go find somewhere secluded to be sick*

2009-05-06 [Vaughne]: You know as well as I do that he would proabaly kick your ass so hard that you'd fall back to earth anyway if you got there early.

2009-05-07 [Lonely Shadow]: he can kick my ass and I hadn't said that I would kill myself to join him but the reality of it is, I am getting sicker as of late. My knees, my legs, my back and half the rest of my body is starting to give out. Shit happens and if I kick the bucket then so be it


I am THE JOSHY ^_^ I like that lol

2009-05-07 [I be THE MAT!]: Glad you do! Your practically the only Joshy I know really =P

2009-05-07 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Hey... i like that too.. lol. IT has a very nice ring to it...

2009-05-07 [Lonely Shadow]: which is funny because Josh isn't that rare of a name lol

2009-05-07 [Vaughne]: I know loads of Josh's xD

2009-05-07 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Well i know a few but thats besides the point... lol You make it unique ^_^

2009-05-08 [Lonely Shadow]: I'm as unique as a birth mark, seen one ya seen 'em all.

2009-05-08 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Aww... thats not true... everybody's unique in their own way!!

2009-05-08 [The Incredible Bulk]: Josh, You're Unique. Trust me ♥
:]
'Like Yummy EyeBalls' xD.
Lychee's ♥ Heaven in Fruit form.

2009-05-08 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Yesh! I very much agree ^_^

2009-05-08 [The Incredible Bulk]: I swear, These Years that are going by. Are a lot worse and harder than they used to be. Sheesh. xD.
I Miss the Older Days. Well. Sorta.

2009-05-08 [I be THE MAT!]: =[....................That makes me feel sad.

Does that mean I aint THE MAT!? Since there is more other Mats in the world.......................I will be in my emo corner T-T

*sits in emo corner*

2009-05-08 [Vaughne]: Trust me Josh, you're unique in the way that you are practiacally the only nice Josh I know xD We love yooooooooh<3

And Alice? "Yummy eyeballs" again? xD

2009-05-08 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Awwzzz! NO your still THE MAT!!!!
You'll always be THE MAT! So hop on outta that corner and come socialize!

2009-05-09 [Lonely Shadow]: nah I'm not unique, I refuse to be anything more then just myself

2009-05-09 [I be THE MAT!]: *pops head out of corner*

WOOO! I spose so! I be THE MAT! after all! =3

mwajhahahahaha!

And Joshy, even if you say your not unique, your still one awesome person doood =D

2009-05-09 [Lonely Shadow]: -pounces Mat- You are in my emo corner, young man. Get your cute arse out of it lol

2009-05-09 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Yesh!!! U iz the bestest, awesomest person EBBBERRR!!!!! ^_^

2009-05-09 [I be THE MAT!]: .>

I do not have a cute arse, its fat and flabbeh =3

2009-05-09 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: lmao... Mat u so funny.... lol
And dont be so hard on urself!!!!!!!!

2009-05-09 [Lonely Shadow]: -nudges Mat- you have a perfect ass

2009-05-09 [I be THE MAT!]: I really dont xD Its god damn huge! Its about the size of a planet xD

And hard on myself? My dear freind ou musnt know me enough xD

I am The Mat! Proving to the world that fat people can be as damn awesome as normal people can! I am proud of my wieght and I am proud of myself =D

2009-05-09 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: AWESOMENESS!!! ME yuvs you!! Not like that...lol
Me yuvs awesome people!
Me yuvs you too Emo Frog!!!!
And im a fat person too ^_^
We must be proud of who we are, so you go MAT!!!

2009-05-09 [I be THE MAT!]: Helll yeah! In the words of Fat Man from Metal Gear Solid 2:

"Laugh, and grow fat"

2009-05-10 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Im a fat kid and very proud of it ^_^

2009-05-10 [Vaughne]: *spirals in and out of the wiki* Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-05-10 [Lonely Shadow]: -pounces Bry and snuggles with her- I'm not fat, just jiggly

2009-05-10 [The Incredible Bulk]: I'm Fat.
D:
*Pokes Belly*
I Don't Like my Fat.

2009-05-10 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Awwzzzz.... well who REALLY does? Me.. im trying to lose it...lolz.

2009-05-10 [Vaughne]: Ahh!! *pounced* I won't say anything about my weight..... I get yelled at when I do :(

2009-05-10 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Dont worry i do too.. lol and sometimes i even get hit...lmao

2009-05-10 [Vaughne]: I do too if I'm near enough xD but I don't consider myself thin... and people yell at me because of that :( but I'm not >.<

2009-05-10 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: I know exactly what you mean...lmao

2009-05-10 [I be THE MAT!]: 1. Alice you aint fat
2. Bryony is NOW WAY fat
3. Shari is not fat
4. In reply to that comment on who reallly does like fat? I do =]

I would prefer a woman with clothe sized 14+ then 12 and under, they be not my cup of tea shall I say =P

2009-05-11 [Lonely Shadow]: lol I am kind of the same way, I don't care much for weight other then more so what is in their heads in terms of smarts.

2009-05-11 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Awwzzz!!! Yayness! lolz... you guys are to sweet!

2009-05-11 [I be THE MAT!]: Personnality is always a first =]

2009-05-11 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Exactly!!! Go personality!!!
Youz all have great personality's ^_^

2009-05-11 [I be THE MAT!]: xD Well it is the main thing that is attractive about me, being shirt and stubby doesnt help with the looks =P

Apart form the hair, the hair is of mine is awesome, even if I do look like a lesbian xD

2009-05-11 [Vaughne]: Your hair rocks, Mat.

And I knew I'd get yelled at. But I AM. You're all just stuid >.<

2009-05-11 [Lonely Shadow]: Bry is not skinny, but there is no way in hell she is fat either

Mat you do not look like a lesbian, you look hot get over

Personality is a must, but even that isn't everything.

and finally someone agrees with me that I am just stupid

2009-05-11 [I be THE MAT!]: *blushes* I feel quite flattered xD

FOR ONCE! I HAVE BEEN CALLED HOT AND NOT CUTE!!! WOOOOO!!! xD

2009-05-11 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Awwzzzz.... well you are Mat!!!
Everyone is ^_^ So GET OVER IT!!!

2009-05-12 [Demon in my View]: nuh uh *shakes head and laughs* =)

2009-05-12 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: o.0 YES HUH!!!!!! ^_^

2009-05-12 [Lonely Shadow]: Mat is the sex, if ya don't like it don't let the door hit ya in the ass on the way out <img:mood5-gif.gif>

2009-05-12 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: XACTLY!!!! ^_^

2009-05-12 [Lonely Shadow]: <img:sutN.gif>)=====> <img:zabuN-gif.gif><img:mood2-gif.gif>

2009-05-12 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Tehehehehe ^_^ Me likey da faces... makes me want to giggle...
*GIGGLES*

2009-05-12 [Vaughne]: That's... weird, bro xD

And... SHUTUP!! Gawd. Youz don'tz knowz anythingz aboutz myz bodiez >.<

2009-05-12 [The Incredible Bulk]: I Do. xD.

2009-05-13 [Lonely Shadow]: yes I do bry, ya do have a web cam ya know and I have seen you upon it a few times.

2009-05-13 [I be THE MAT!]: Same goes for me! And must I be concerned about the fact I have a as you say The Joshy a "hot" body? O.o xD

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: o.0 ooooooooooo.........

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: You so don't! xD

And Josh you've seen my face...... not mah bodeh

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Well, well... seems i have stumbled into this arguement yet again... But i must say Vaughne you are very beautiful... and i cant imagine that your "fat" as you say... ^_^

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: Gah gah gah! xD

Thank you xD but... gah again xD

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: lmao... trust me i know exactly how you feel ^_^

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: Such a pain lol xD

Sam tells me off when I say it >.<

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Lolz, i kno!! My boyfriend does the same thing...
ITs like cant you just let me talk bad about MYSELF?? lol...

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: I know! xD it's so annoying xD so then, when he won't let me say it about myself? I annoy him and call him podgy instead xD I've told him either let me say it about myself, or he'll get it xD

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: lmao... thats funny ^_^

2009-05-13 [Lonely Shadow]: -head butts bry- I have too seen your body dear, you really should make sure the cam isn't pointed in the general direction that you are going after the cat when it is on.

and Mat, shoosh, I happen to like a lot of different body types. I mean look at Will... the boy was a freaking toothpick with legs and then compaired to others I've dated that were lucky they hit 190.

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Aww! Well arent you just a sweetie ^_^ dont you all agree?

2009-05-13 [Lonely Shadow]: gag me with an iron rod... I am not sweet nor a sweetie. I am a Joshy there is a major major different between the two

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Lmao... well then arent you just THE JOSHY... ^_^
Me sorriez... tehehehe...

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: God Will was skinny... he honestly was like a toothpick with legs lol

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Yesh he was skinny... lolz but he made up for it an a million and one ways...

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: Lol... I remember him complaining over and over about how skinny he was and how it wasn't fair and he was trying to build up and it wasn't working xD bless him xD

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Yes i do to... lol and he never could gain any weight... *sighs* me wish i couldnt gain any more weight!

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: Haha xD same!!

God... re-reading his diary entries about his weight... he was such a goon xD

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: ^_^ me misses him dearly...

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: Me too... Haha... reading this I was laughing like a maniac remembering what he used to say xD

Ok, now I am REALLY pissed off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I mean wtf?????
WHY THE HELL CAN'T I PUT ON ANY GOD DAMN WEIGHT?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I'M THE SKINNIEST BASTARD ON THE FACE OF THIS EARTH AND I FUCKING HATE IT, I WANT TO PUT ON SOME WEIGHT!!!! IS ONE POUND SO MUCH TO ASK?!?!?! WELL THANK YOU WHOEVER CURSED ME WITH THIS, THANK YOU SO BLOODY MUCH! *shakes fist in random directions*


What a goon xD

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: LMAO!!! Thats funny... he used to say stuff like that ALL the time...

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: I know xD he was so funny xD

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: Basil Fawlty reference lol! I just realised where I knew that last line from xD

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: What??? Lolz...

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: "Thank you so bloody much *shakes fist*" that's from Fawlty Towers! xD hang on I'll see if I can find it

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: OH!! Lmao..... ok ^_^

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: THAT WAS HALARIOUS!!!

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: :) Fawlty Towers is genius. I love John Cleese. Hero!

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Lmao, ive never seen it before >.<

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: Oh it's fantastic, you should try to watch it! xD

If you're from England it will be easier to get hold of- it's an english show from like... the 60's or 70's.

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Me no from england...lol >.<

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: Ah shite xD well I expect you could still see it somewhere.... god look at this one... fucking classic: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mmQMYMcY6nI&feature=related

God John Cleese is just.... awesome.

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: YOU KNOW WHAT???? I think i have seen this show before!!!

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: It's just so brilliant xD

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: its funny as hell! lol

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: Yeah it is xD

2009-05-13 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: ^_^ thanx for sharing the links ^_^

2009-05-13 [Vaughne]: Welcome :)

2009-05-14 [Lonely Shadow]: lol he was my tooth pick and I wouldn't of wanted him to change in any way what so ever.

2009-05-14 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: And thats perfectly ok ^_^ as i wouldnt have either...

2009-05-14 [Luna Armonial]: *sits, thinks for a moment then shakes my head* Ya know now that i think about it i WILL never be able to fit in a size 14 or 12 haha...Due to my genetic background i'm cursed with being thick.Even if i do get down to what i'm supposed to way i'll still be thick.*shrugs* Oh well it's life i suppose.Just had to throw that in there since i went back to catch up with the convo.

2009-05-15 [Lonely Shadow]: -nuzzles Luna- ya look perfect girl, don't matter what ya look likes

2009-05-15 [Luna Armonial]: *hugs Josh* Aww thank you josh

2009-05-15 [Lonely Shadow]: welcome hunneh -hugs-

2009-05-15 [Luna Armonial]: *smiles, sits down drawing*

2009-05-16 [Lonely Shadow]: -bounces around-

2009-05-17 [Luna Armonial]: *looks up, turns a page drawing Josh instead*

2009-05-17 [Lonely Shadow]: -smiles and sits still-

2009-05-17 [Luna Armonial]: *smiles, holds up the partically unfinshed sketch of josh*

2009-05-17 [Lonely Shadow]: hey, I'm naked in that picture -giggles-

2009-05-17 [Luna Armonial]: Not uh....*sticks out tongue*

2009-05-17 [I be THE MAT!]: Naked!? *rips off clothes* NAKED TIME!!! XD

2009-05-17 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: 0.o and you said you didnt have a nice body Matt!!!
Lmao... *stares at Mattie's nakedness* Tehehe... ^_^

2009-05-17 [Luna Armonial]: *draws another picture, gives it to Mat* Thanks for being a volunteer model. ^_^

2009-05-18 [I be THE MAT!]: Yeah, I dont have a nice body, but that dont mean I dont like to show it =] *Looks at picture* Oooooo awesome! I like it xD

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: *smiles* Coolness, you might not think so in your opinion but in other's opinion maybe you do.

2009-05-18 [I be THE MAT!]: I know someone who thinks I do *glares at Joshy*

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: *looks at picture i drew then at Mat* Hmm...No comment there.

2009-05-18 [I be THE MAT!]: O.o dont tell me you think I have a nice body xD

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: *looks around then points to myself* I've only seen you on a youtube video Bry put up.

2009-05-18 [I be THE MAT!]: xD Oh god, heavens know what it was =P

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: I don't remember but i do know you were eating something, think it was marshmellows or something like that. *laughs*

2009-05-18 [I be THE MAT!]: Hmmmm, was it in the woods? Or looked like we was in the country side? I think it was when we went to Hardcastle Crags =D

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: No you guys were in a room, you were ranting about something & someone had said something about you eating.

2009-05-18 [I be THE MAT!]: OH! Was it a big green room? Yeah that was at alices xd

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: Yeah i think so heh...But eesh that video was from awhile ago.Don't make me think, my brain ran away & hid cause i would think to much. >.<

2009-05-18 [I be THE MAT!]: Ahhhhh sorry xD My brain is working over time atm, got a exam in the morning, pulling a all nighter to get as much knowledge as possible in me xD

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: *shakes my head* Then shouldn't you be studying for your exam in the morning instead of being on ep ?

2009-05-18 [I be THE MAT!]: Yeah well, I can multitask unlike most men xD

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: Ahh i see, well good luck with your exam tomorrow then. ^_^

2009-05-18 [I be THE MAT!]: I am gonna need it xD Thanks you <3

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: I'm sure you'll pass, just make sure you get enough sleep for tomorrow.

2009-05-18 [I be THE MAT!]: Well................ I kinda slept most of today so I can spedn all night awake xD

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: Aww smart choice then :)

2009-05-18 [Vaughne]: That was probably a video of Asia, Mat :P

2009-05-18 [I be THE MAT!]: Ahhhhhhhhh, yeah not good xD

2009-05-18 [Vaughne]: Hehe it's an awesome video!

2009-05-18 [I be THE MAT!]: Not for that poor big woman >.<

2009-05-18 [Vaughne]: Ahaha... god we were so cruel. Well, Jack was :P

2009-05-18 [I be THE MAT!]: Jack is always cruel though =P

2009-05-18 [Vaughne]: True xD

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: *shakes head* No no no, cause you were there, alice, same, mat, i think jack was there too & a few other's.

2009-05-18 [Vaughne]: It was Asia then :)

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?gl=GB&hl=en-GB&v=dxPblEu4vPg <<< That one :P It was funny both of them were actually.But you no share the booze :(

2009-05-18 [Vaughne]: Ah that one! Yeah that was Alice's house then xD

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: ^_^ You all are cute, funny.

2009-05-18 [Vaughne]: Haha xD there are plenty of videos of us online xD

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: I know ^_^ I watched all the ones posted in diary entries.Like the one of the wizard puppet that was really funny.

2009-05-18 [Vaughne]: Hahaha! That was me and my sister being wellllll cooool xD yeah I have loads on my channel now. If you click on that link to the puppet man, then on my username, they're all on there xD plus the fan made trailers I made for books =]

2009-05-18 [Lonely Shadow]: Um cool isn't the word I would select to use :P you were all weird lol

2009-05-18 [Luna Armonial]: Wooo, i'm going to have to go check 'em all out when i get more time.Right now my net keeps messing up on me or something i'm not sure.But i'll admit those vidoes were cool but that's the result of cool people ^_^ *looks at Josh, sticks out tongue*

2009-05-18 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: ^_^
I watched that video and it was funny ^_^ your all a bunch of goofballs but its otay!! ^_^

2009-05-18 [Vaughne]: We were bored :P

2009-05-18 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Well it was still pretty cool... lol

2009-05-18 [Vaughne]: Hehehe :D

2009-05-18 [Vaughne]: ^-^ Ew. My brother's mash has gone all..... weird. He made me dinner... I think he may have been trying to poison me...

2009-05-18 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: LMAO!! Tehehe, me no thinks he's trying ot poison you...

2009-05-18 [Vaughne]: He probably is :P

2009-05-19 [Luna Armonial]: *walks back in, sits down in the grass with a smile* Why would he try to poison you ?

2009-05-19 [Lonely Shadow]: nah he isn't trying to poison you, just sell you to the slave trade :P

2009-05-19 [I be THE MAT!]: I knew I was right! xD

2009-05-19 [Lonely Shadow]: -nuzzles Mat and giggles- I'd buy her :P

2009-05-20 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: o.0 Tehehehe...

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